| WOOHOO! so and update on my life. I assume thats what I should talk about since its been over a year. I am a manager at popeyes. and.. its not that great. although I do loooove the free chicken! woo! So I miss the old days. posting on here everyday, having an amazing job. and hanging out at the coffee shop all the time. man those were the days. I really don't have any big updates. still single. still playing drums, still going to church. I don't guess much has changed. Church softball season coming up. that is indeed very exciting. eh.. blah blah blah -Aaron |
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| ok so another month... another post haha... much different than the old days if I must say so myself.. so I have a new band.. and yes Even Heroes Bleed is no more.. I think we plan on doing a farewell show and that will be goodbye.. can I hear Amen! yeah! thank goodness for that.. so the new band yea its better.. not the best...yet.. but its better so check us out in Knoxville next Friday... ask me about it if you are actually interested.. 479 747 3342.So I haven't worked all week.. but I still have money.. its pretty sweet when people owe you money and pay you back when you need it most.. but seriously I need a real job.. pizza places just don't cut it. I am also accepting donations for anyone who is interested in giving for um.... the greater cause!shows are good.. everyone should start going to all of them mmhmm... Sept 14 @ the Journey Bradley Hathoway should blow yo mind with his cd release show.. mmhmm I guarantee you it will be good. :) ok byecomment me love me |
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| so things are good in life.. yeeeaaahI got my own house.. !!! woot! you should come check it out.. its sweet 2 acres, 4 bedrooms,2 bath, fountain in front yard, creek in back, yeah!anyone wanna barbeque? I gots a grill.. it could be... niggaliciousI have decided that I am ready to settle down.. I got a new job at the Pope County sheriff department making salary, so now that I am getting financially stable I think I am ready for the long term stuff nah mean? there really isn't much fun in being a man whore.. not that I was but I think I tried to be sometimes lol but yeah....comment me.... love me....Aaron |
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| So today was great. I called into work last night for today.. so I knew I could sleep in.. so I actually got some good ole R&R in just lazing around the house. And I don't think there is a better way to start the day than sleeping in.. and after that I got alot of well needed yard work done. so overall great day :) But there is one problem.. its already over.. soon I will have to go back to bed and go back to the same old routine that I do every week monday through Friday and sometimes Saturday. I can't complain though.. because if I didn't have a job then I would probably complain about having nothing to do.. I guess I am just saying I wish I had a better job.. yeah! thats it.. Tyson sucks.. but I do love chickenAaron |
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| ok here it goes.. pretty much I posting this because I know that noone will read it.. because noone checks their xangas anymore.. and I have to get some things out of my chest I have no clue what I was thinking.. I had the best thing in the world.. but didn't see it that way.. I thought I was being held back from better things.. and when I let it go.. I realized that was the one good thing I actually had.. God please forgive me for the person I have been lately.. I know it wasn't your intentions for me to be this way.. I am supposed to be a good influence on everyone.. I am suppose to follow my heart not my mind Rachel.. I am sorry for hurting you.. that wasn't my intentions at all.. but I ended up hurting myself even worse and now you are ok and I left standing here.. I wish sooo bad I could just go back.. it would be so perfect, so happy.. i love you with every beat in my heart and its awesome.. because its a good feeling when I know you do too, but when you don't.. its like I wish it would just stop beating so I wouldn't hurt anymore.. not that I really wish I was dead but maybe you can understand what I mean... if it was possible I would stay home all week and ball up in my bed and bawl my eyes out.. but I can't give up.. I still have hope and I know that if God plans for us to be together than eventually it will happen... I just hope I am feeling the right thing and that you will too and realize it soon.. because I don't want to continue to feel this way. aaron |
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